All I ever want is to have some little inkling that there is somebody out there, on the other side of the veil, like millions of people say. Some say we live in a matrix-like movie world where we get to choose what happens in our lives. I hear we are energetic beings having a human experience. I keep asking for signs, a feather perhaps, some common numbers like 1111, 1234, 13:13 or anything, but I don't seem to see any. Could we be all wrong? What if there is nothing after death and we're all looking for the impossible. Just something I've been wondering for a long while now.